I talked to Ana and sent A bunch of sweet e-card wich made her very happy and I talked to some old friends and made some new ones and well that was about it. A slow day in the world of Andrew!!

Today I looked into getting back into the millitary. I miss parts of it and its a job and I need the income. I am worried how Ana will react to this. I need to talk to her about it. I am hoping she will call me not long after I log off and post this everywere. Other then that things are going pretty well. Me and Ana are happy together wich makes me very happy. I love her very much and tresure every day I have with her. Anyway I will go now so she can call. Mabe I will post again latter.

Well today was interesting. Basicly I would say I have alot to look forword to weither its good or bad is the question. Its clear that one of two things will cause an argument with Ana. Its also clear that this argument will b emy fault. I can try to avoid it but it will probably come up at some point anyway. Its also clear that when this argument is over things will be alot better for it. I beleive it will cause changes in how we see things that improve our realtionship as a hole.

I have picked up using rune stones as an aid to daily meditation. This has lead me to have alot of things I need to talk to Ana about. I'm not sure what to say about it here as I dont want to give it away but still me and Ana need to talk.

I am suposed to post in my jurnals every day but I didnt and now here it is time for me to post for today O.o its to late to post about yesterday. Lets see what happend today. Ana never logged on and we didnt get to talk because she was busy with homework wich realy sucked cause I realy missed her but we exchanged e-mails wich was nice. I worked out at the gym and that was nice to it got me realy tired. I will work out again tomorrow to. Lets see what els. I woke up on time today wich is good. I have park work to do tomorrow so I will be busy in the morning. Other then that I was pretty lost and confused today. Sigh now that I think about it I missed my wiccan study time for the third day in a row. I must do that before I sleep tonight and get it done. Its important. Sigh I realy hate that I missed that to.